Saturday, April 28, 2007

MAKING MYSELF READY AGAIN TO THE BEACH, AGAIN


GONNA TRY SURFING ONE MORE TIME, I DUNNO WHY BECAUSE I´M NOT THE MOST BODY SKILLED GUY , BUT MAYBE THIS WILL BE MY PASSION, WHO KNOWS. 3 AM STILL AWAKE, GOING ON 6 AM, 3 HOURS OF SLEEP FOR 3 HOURS OF DRIVING. HOPEFULLY I DON´T CRASH INTO THE SEA. EVERITHING IS GOING SO FAST, EVERY WEEK END I FIND A NEW ADVENTURE, ELSEWHERE, EVEN I I DONT WANT TO. ZOOOOOM

Monday, April 23, 2007


Its sometimes difficult to see how people behave in different situations. Our mind is sometimes so powerful we amaze ourselves on the the things we achieve. BUT, when someone is ill or sick it´s sad how the brain demostrates it´s weak functionality against any kind of illness. I´ve been near people with different illness who have died or about to die. I understand how they are suffering , how their will to live slowly dissapears. I kind of understand that. What I don´t understand is the power of TV. you see, the people I´ve met who died where really great intellectual people. some weeks before they died everything started to rely on TV. That piece of concentrated nonsense light is the only thing they want to see, not even a movie!!. My question is, and i´m getting too far here maybe! why , if you are about to die, and you can´t do anything else , leave your senses and last enjoying moment to music? MUSIC!!?
If I was going to die of cancer or anything like that , one of my last requests would be to throw the TV out the window, hear it been crushed and destroy and start to hear the music I´ve never heared before. Whatever music that is, because my ears would really be more in connection with my brain, and music would penetrate more in my soul. So I leave the music waves to temporary heal whatever it´s left of me. Instead of relying of discusting talkshows and TV commertials that makes you sick anyway.
This is not a nice comment, but I have been recently near people with serious illness and It reminded me of when my mother passed away. I was really trying to make her hear her favorites songs, but TV was stronger.......fuck TV.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

IN A DIVIDED OPINION

In a strange situation where my city defenetely don´t know how to start making cultural events I got tired somehow of the artform of living in Guadalajara. I defenetely don`t understand why theatre people behave so childish fighting with others just for ego reasons, They say everithing bad about the other theatre directors, about actors, they keep throwing shit to one another as if they where in a little plastic pool full of dirt and pee and avacuated food from behind. I don´t understand that about GDL. defenetely, Theatre is going down in my city, sometimes I wish to go back to architecture!! They are so many more egos there but at least they respect one another. I just with the theatre community where more open minded and work harder. If not, Theres no point being here.
Marrakesh express - Crosby, Stills, and Nash - mp3

Tuesday, April 17, 2007


FLY FORREST!!!! FLY


Proud of my

little flying man, this dayblog is kitsch but thats how parents feel with their children when they fly!!!!

99luftballons-nena.mp3

Monday, April 16, 2007

SUNSET EYE


As we know the beach transforms our state of mind, miramar beach in a middle of a wedding , sunset boos, live rock & roll, mosquitos and some theatre scenes. Despite our descent sober image, we were unable to keep it up, The salty sea calling for our feet , the blink of the sunset eye. The light in the glass between the boos and the sun, The crocodile threat 200 meters away. Next day dunno how we went surfing. During my surfing With a 2.5 meter board that looked
like a peer, I talked with some sardines that told me that it was better for me to stay outside because I was embarrasing the fish community , cause my surfing was depressing.
THE DUB SIDE OF THE MOON-track 11-mp3

Monday, April 09, 2007



As I flew back from huichol land , after drinking tejuino, eating peyote and watching hor 30 cows where sacrified .I suddenly realize how wrong I was in many things in my life. How life escapes me, and goes away in different directions. I havn`t bothered much on grabing life by the horns these days. or giving my life a meaning. Maybe I should give my life and work more a meaning, not just a greedy meaning about what I want and what I want to become.



But maybe giving my life more a sacred spiritual way!! Hold on, I´m not talking about becoming a sect member or anything about religion. But I understand that for many people putting in their work something spiritual makes it more rich and interesting. Luis Barragan, the mexican architect did it in his designs, Peter Zumthor had made it too along with Rafael Moneo, Louis kahn etc. Instead of giving a nonsense fashionwave product Its a better way to create. Anyway a Huichol said to me that he is making a play about the huichol land and ask me to participate, be part in it. I´m defenetely honoured with that.








So now I´m back making architecture and scenography!! Lets see what I can do about it. The only strange thing about my trip was watching a hulk man stopped in the middle of his transformation of becoming human, with a crazy dyed hair. I guess HULK had a bad holy week





watch the video

and watch our video with peyote in our brains talking to a chaman

Tuesday, April 03, 2007


my space is empty at the moment because i´m in the huichol land waiting to come back with great vibes, I dedicate this small comment to jachen, vero , jane parrott, ibai and sevi. Energy flows on heaven, let´s go reach it, lets turn into dust and integrate again as new human beings!!


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